Stress...

Finally, i can finish my class poster..yeah! another stress release d ...
But i very stress, i also understand everyone is stress...
I really not understand what adults thinking...
Today qing ming is my bad day n also is sad day..
but i am happy is c my god mother just come back from australia..
she told me many thing n her story..
she tell me b4 she also same with me like now..
b4 she like to sport run here n run there then i like to join different activity..
But she told me,i must study d..can't always play ..
she told me , i also must show my mom that i can do it!
I really dunno why, i can hear what she told me..
then y i can't hear what my mom telling me ???
Is it my god mother know what i am thinking more then my parents???
Sometimes i will tell my father n sometimes got something that i not dare to tell
i will just tell god mother then she will tell my father, because they are brother n sisters mar...but i really not understand y my god mother can know me very well ..
y my mom can't ???? y???y???
Everytime i will just tell my father only! sometimes only tell mother she will scold me back bcoz of this that y i not dare to tell her everything???

I like to cry when raining bcoz no yone will know u are crying...
I really wanna shout !!! to release my stress!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!